hey, so I’m out of employment again because my doctor decided she wanted me partially hospitalized for the next 3 weeks, Mon - Fri. we’re all still unsure as to whether or not I’ll be able to return, so I’m unemployed until further notice.

this is all the money I have to my name. I was not given the opportunity to start any savings before coming here. it has been one endless struggle after the other since moving out of my mom’s, but I know I can’t go back. she is abusive, manipulative, and extremely unstable. I quite literally fled the state and moved in with strangers I had never even met before because that is how badly she was scaring me. I don’t have any family I can go to for help, and the guilt of relying on my roommates weighs on my heart everyday.

it wasn’t until I attempted a few days ago that I was finally taken seriously and given the opportunity to get the help I need. I know in my heart that, with time, I really can get better. but time is a luxury I don’t have. we’re moving into a new place in a few weeks, and I don’t have the downpayment. I don’t even have the money to afford my new medication. I’m trying to get better, but I know I can’t do it alone.

I’m not asking for any specific goal anymore. I don’t expect I will meet my goal for the downpayment. I am honestly just trying to survive and get by as best as I can.

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