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lepidopterium text post ○●3 months ago on May 23, 2021 at 1:01 amoriginal post i do think that as much as it hurts to mourn all the friendships and relationships ive ruined with my distance and simultaneous inability tohave boundaries. im glad im realizing it now when im 19 and (hopefully) have many more years ahead of meof course i dont know what tomorrow will bring but id hate to spend anymore years than i need to like thisim still trying to let myself receive and trust. as difficult as that is. thatll have to be enough