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    • 3 months ago on May 18, 2021 at 3:34 am

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    drugs //alcohol //the tldr is i am drunk ->i am def a lightweight which my friends were joking is cost efficient but i think for someone who has foot injuries and is walking in heelsi handled walking around manhattan p well. like i think i was all good but its hard to tell since im having trouble staying focused rni mean no one else was sober either so. i thibk im worrying over nothingbut anyways i bandaged myself up and took some allergy meds and drank water and changed out of my clothes so yayi feel so warm and fuzzy rn and its almost making me sadall the aches and tension and pain is just gone. my thoughts feel so quiet. im too fuzzy to mind anythingit makes me sad because im genuinely happy right now. im not in pain. im not in pain! it's all gone!why cant i be sober and pain free. wehi just wish i wasnt alone right now. i have my stuffed blue whale teddy tho so happy daysnight nightalso! sorry for using tumblr like a diary hahafeels like the only way i can convince myself im talking to people and being open witho8t havingbtondeal with the mortefication of actually
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